Let me start off by confessing that I haven’t eaten any REAL food today. Today I’ve had French Toast slathered in Caramel Almond Spread, Vanilla Chocolate Swirl ice cream from Costco, jelly beans galore, chocolate, Chicago style popcorn mix, pop tarts and peanut butter and so much more. I’m being real with you. Whew! Now that I have confessed, I will update you guys on my Emerald Cup 2014 Bikini debut experience!
It was a fucking blast. I had a great time! Of course I was stressed out beyond reason preparing during Peak Week, but the actual day was amazing. I met such amazing ladies, everyone was extremely supportive and complimenting each other left and right, and it was awesome being on stage. It was pretty cool FINALLY meeting all the gals that I have kept in contact with through Instagram and other social media. I felt like such a fan girl meeting everybody!
Emerald Cup on Saturday; at first I was skeptical of how the day would go, I was pretty disappointed when I found out the Bikini category had to come BACK for the night show. Last year Emerald Cup only held the bikini division during pre judging in the morning show. I had my mind set on eating a burger in the afternoon right after pre judging! Change of plans, I was going to be tanned, suited up, face caked in make up for HOURS and HOURS! *Le siiiiiiigh*……
I met an amazing girl named Brittany Love and we remained Rookie buddies throughout the day. I invited her to my house so we could rest and get ready for the night show after pre judging. The morning show was STRESSFUL! We BARELY made it in time for my to go back stage, get glazed and pump up to go on stage! Apparently they were blasting through the program pretty quickly!
After we parked and I kissed Derek goodbye, I ran up to the 4th floor where we get ready and they were calling Bikini A to line up to go in the freight elevator to go down to the stage! I literally had to THROW my bag down and get my shoes on as fast as possible and catch the elevator before it went down! Talk about an adrenaline rush! I thought I had to walk out on stage right after that, but thankfully there were 2 classes ahead of us and I still had time to glaze, pump up, and get bikini bite for my bottoms. HOLY CRAP! SO CLOSE!
Pre judging went really really well! I did great on my posing, felt comfortable, but hopefully not TOO comfortable. You always think about what you could have done differently after the fact, but I think I did great for my first show! I got second call outs, placed 7th out of 24 gorgeous ladies! I was shocked! Emerald Cup is a huge deal, the largest and most prestigious show in the Northwest and I placed 7th! I actually did better than some girls who have been doing this for years and have won in the past. I felt SO honored!
I actually had no idea what was going on while I was up there on stage for pre judging. I was just doing my thing, posing, smiling, checking out the judges and repeating in my head “#73, #73, don’t forget your number is 73 if they call you!” AND THEY DID! The girls were so sweet, complimenting my physique and my abs, I was probably blushing but you couldn’t tell with the copious amounts of make up on my face.
Success! I was well prepared, didn’t forget anything important that I might need, and didn’t pack too much either! All I ate all day were rice cakes, almond butter and honey. It was quite delicious, a lot better than what I had been eating all week!
After pre judging Brittany and I went back to my place to kick up our feet and relax. I popped in Mean Girls, I chilled and she napped for a few. Pretty relaxing! It was really nice living right down the street! Derek was a sweet heart and drove me everywhere I needed to be even though this was Kai’s weekend to visit. Kai was so well behaved and sat still for BOTH shows! Derek and Kai went to the dog park with Keyda since it was a gorgeous day while Brittany and I rested. I owe him so much! He’s done a lot for me throughout this entire process, he’s been beyond accommodating. I’m definitely a lucky girl 🙂
For the night show Brittany and I made sure we got there at 6:00pm to give ourselves ample time to watch our friends and get ready ourselves ready! We had a lot more time to chat with the other girls and meet new people on the 4th floor. Bikini A wasn’t on stage until about 8:45pm – 9:00pm! Looooong night! I was such a nervous wreck for Finals! My face was twitching while I was smiling, and I nearly TRIPPED during my walk and poses! Ughhhhh! SO embarrassing, especially on the Jumbo Screen! The side of my shoe snagged on the staging. The stage was carpeted. No excuse, but the other gals said I recovered well.
Pre judging and Finals were both extremely quick! Hours or preparation, primping, fussing, and tons of money forked out for 3-5 minutes of stage presence! Great experience regardless, I’m really glad I set this goal and followed through with it. This has been an extreme challenge, the journey has been long and hard. I’ve given this goal my undivided attention, vested so much time, research, and resources into it but I’m so glad that I did. I learned so much, met such amazing people, and can say that I have competed in the largest bodybuilding competition in the Northwest and that I placed 7th out 24 amazing girls! This Rookie girl kicked ASS!
The best part was seeing my friends there! Jason & Sonya, Kat & Mat, Danielle & Gerrett, Amir, Derek and Kai all came out to support me! Some people came to Pre judging AND Finals! I felt so loved, it was amazing seeing them! After Finals Danielle and Gerrett came out to Rock Bottom Brewery with us. I did the big NO-NO and went straight for salt…. I ate the Ball Park Pretzels with cheese dip, the Laredo burger and fries, and a beer! Not to mention I’ve been gorging myself on candy and sweets all day! Shopping at Costco this morning was like being in heaven! I could finally order from the food court and buy any groceries I wanted! I’m a free girl! I think half the reason I’m gorging myself is simply because I can now. I can do ANYTHING. I can workout how I want, when I want, hang out with friends, go out to bars, enjoy happy hours, and eat whatever the hell I want.
This has been an experience for sure. Would I do it again? I don’t know. I know for a fact that I won’t be competing in another bikini competition for a long time. I need to take time to relax, spend time with my family, and set new goals. My body and mind need a break from such a regimented schedule. I want to appreciate the small things in life again, my mind has been on a single track this entire time and it feels freakin’ great to be free!
Now I’m onto the next goal! Anybody got any ideas!? I really want to do another half marathon but I also want to try something new. I think for now I’m going to focus on reverse dieting (beginning tomorrow) out of this insane prep diet, creating clean healthy meals, and spending time with my friends and family. It feels freakin’ great and refreshing!
Thank you everyone for following my journey! I’m so happy I am able to inspire people, and I’m so happy you guys have been so supportive of me, it has helped me immensely! This isn’t the last you’ll hear from me, stay tuned for photo updates and other goals I have coming up!